The difference between science and spirituality

I have currently been diagnosed by the third time with a mental issue, which is now schizophrenia.

First it was bi-polar, then it was psychosis and now it’s schizophrenia.

I have been diagnosed with ‘Schizophrenia’, because of the hallucinations that keep on appearing in stressful situations. Not because I am harmful to anyone and not because I’m disabled.

I am in good care from my friend and naturopath and she believes a lot in spirituality like me. The reason I believe in spirituality over science is because I have lived it for 6 years through my hallucinations and guidance from clairvoyants and life coaches. Over time I have noticed how these visions have shown me about my present and future in positive ways.

Science is a broad subject about chemical reactions in the brain that cause hormonal pleasures and reactions to certain medications.

I haven’t really enjoyed learning much about science or literally looked into science because of going to a Narcanon Rehab in 2013 and also because that science is up to the psychiatrist to worry about. I take medication for my hallucinations, which makes me feel very limited from a normal life.

I have felt very alone in the past 6 years not seeing any of my school friends; it is only now I am starting to see them more so than before. Spirituality has taught me a lot about life situations whereas science is a tricky subject as the medication limits me from feeling like myself in many ways. So there in no normal reaction to my feelings or even body movements. I only look into what the medication is doing to me physically, mentally and emotionally. Which is all pretty negative and un-necessary.

I believe like everyone else that has been through what I have been through, that I went through a spiritual experience where it has now evented me to be psychic in my everyday life. Kundalini is a step I took through my experiences dealing with fear, tingling on my skin, hallucinations, and confusion. Kundalini has shown me about nurturing mindfulness and being present by dealing with my everyday life and the energy I put out into the world. I have received a lot of baggage from what I went through as a 19 year old but it has also shown me that its okay to open up to myself and others for my own peace of mind when your in the right frame of mind. Its good to keep things to yourself through this time aswell…

I know the people that were in my life that I respect, respect me back. My decision to keep a distance was just an intuition thing because I wasn’t in the right headspace, and if I wasn’t drowned in medication I would have definitely wanted to be with my friends and it would have made my relationship with close friends a lot easier. I don’t think anyone would have wanted to go through the dis-respect I put up with from so many on my close friends and I still don’t know what is going to make me feel free from those memories.

In the end its good to live on your own terms and set boundaries to the people you don’t want to put up with.

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